Monday, January 16, 2012

I am on the right track.. i just have to believe it and keep running or even going faster.
I don't have to see at my left or right, everybody has their own ways,
and i don't have right to feel jealous of theirs, because they face their own difficulties and i enjoy my own opportunities.
I am on half way to go there, i have done all effort that i could do,
and now i need the Invisible Hands to make it happens..
I have to have huge faith that the power of all prays will complete all the human's efforts.

Bonne chance, martha!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

i am only open on monday to friday

I am not 7/11 or 24hours drugstore
i am a human..
i need money, i am a hardworking person, but i never put price tag on my leisure time.

I hate to work at weekend
i always try my best for not doing any work things in saturday and sunday
nobody can steal my weekend time
it is dedicated for myself, family, friends and special one.

so please never called me on saturday or sunday for any work things
i have a life to be lived. :(

Sunday, January 01, 2012

happy new year 2012

I always made resolution for every start of something new, including new year. i don't care if people think that i couldn't make those resolution work, and i don't get bothered if couldn't achieve all of them. I've just love to give myself list to do because that makes me keep alive, keep fighting, because i know there are so many things that are maybe i could do.

2012, maybe there are a lot of surprises that life will give to me, maybe there are a lot of lesson that life will teach me. we never know what will happen in the future, but it's not bad at all for preparing something good for tomorrow..

and my short list of resolutions for 2012..
1) learn to be more grateful
2) learn to give forgiveness and spread more positive energy
3) try to never skip 5 times prays
4) be a better person, better daughter, better sister, better girlfriend, better employee, and a better friend
5) improve my TOEFL and GRE
6) little fluent in French
7) saving more money and less shopping
8) ending this year somewhere far from Indonesia for something good

Happy New Year, may all of us have the blissful and prosperous 2012 :)

with love,

Monday, November 28, 2011

Thursday, November 03, 2011

Cenderamata dari Serambi Makkah

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how the government works

Maybe i am wrong
But I have observed
That's way we don't have an accurate and effective development planning
it's not only about the planning process but also the implementation and the evaluation after that

It is how the government works
They are sometime too optimist without making deep analysis
but on the other time, they are too pessimist then lost the opportunities

It is how the government works
in this developing country which in fact has much opportunities but lack of capacity
the ask outsiders to plan their future, to solve their problems, and to give them insights
maybe it's not something wrong, if we still take the control and if we can define rightly what we really needs and wants.

it is how the government works
They find problems or some strategic issues..
They invite the respective ones, held the meeting, discuss it, and then?it stop at this stage
sometime they just discuss it without making any actions
while at the same time, the national budget has been drawn

oh well, i'll wait for the time of new generation
where maybe i will become part of it.
Maybe we won't make the same mistakes
and maybe we won't do the same work as they did.

*just a personal opinion based on personal observation

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

It is working not travelling - Banjarmasin


bukan karena tidak ada yang dilakukan
hanya saja, saya merasa jenuh akan semua yang belakangan ini rutin saya lakukan
saya jenuh dengan rutinitas, saya jenuh dengan suasana, saya jenuh dengan diri saya sendiri

i wish i have much money
so, i can travel around to some different place regularly
so i can recharge my energy

i wish i have no much obligation to do
so i can have much time for myself
yeah, only for myself


Monday, June 13, 2011

When you really want something,
The universe conspires to help you
(The Alchemist - Paulo Coelho)

Please God, provides me with the best answer
Which can serve mutual benefit for all