I am on the right track.. i just have to believe it and keep running or even going faster.
I don't have to see at my left or right, everybody has their own ways,
and i don't have right to feel jealous of theirs, because they face their own difficulties and i enjoy my own opportunities.
I am on half way to go there, i have done all effort that i could do,
and now i need the Invisible Hands to make it happens..
I have to have huge faith that the power of all prays will complete all the human's efforts.

Bonne chance, martha!

i am only open on monday to friday

I am not 7/11 or 24hours drugstore
i am a human..
i need money, i am a hardworking person, but i never put price tag on my leisure time.

I hate to work at weekend
i always try my best for not doing any work things in saturday and sunday
nobody can steal my weekend time
it is dedicated for myself, family, friends and special one.

so please never called me on saturday or sunday for any work things
i have a life to be lived. :(

happy new year 2012

I always made resolution for every start of something new, including new year. i don't care if people think that i couldn't make those resolution work, and i don't get bothered if couldn't achieve all of them. I've just love to give myself list to do because that makes me keep alive, keep fighting, because i know there are so many things that are maybe i could do.

2012, maybe there are a lot of surprises that life will give to me, maybe there are a lot of lesson that life will teach me. we never know what will happen in the future, but it's not bad at all for preparing something good for tomorrow..

and my short list of resolutions for 2012..
1) learn to be more grateful
2) learn to give forgiveness and spread more positive energy
3) try to never skip 5 times prays
4) be a better person, better daughter, better sister, better girlfriend, better employee, and a better friend
5) improve my TOEFL and GRE
6) little fluent in French
7) saving more money and less shopping
8) ending this year somewhere far from Indonesia for something good

Happy New Year, may all of us have the blissful and prosperous 2012 :)



with love,
happy