life lesson in the beginning of 2011..

Hi World,

welcome January 2011
Some things have been coloring my beginning of this new year.. it could be pink, grey, black, blue, red, even white.
life teaches me very well..
how to wait, how to make hopes, how to struggle,how to being thankful, how to love, how to give, how to relieve, how to deal with any condition, and how to live this life rightly and wisely..

But sometimes i am just too stupid to understand the life's lesson or too stubborn to accept all signs and guidelines.

I ended 2010 with long waiting and big hopes of getting the right one. A job, that i dream of. life taught me that waiting is not same with doing nothing, then life taught me how to struggle and look for all chances..

Then in January 2011, i got some at different time, so i have to choose one.
Life give me the evidence of words "every option has its opportunity cost" when i decide to choose A then i have to loose B or maybe only get the half-B. Being thankful of everything that is given to you, hep..

Sometime i am the greedy little girl. I think i have to grab all chances on me. but now i am the 22 years old women, i have to choose wisely. Not all chances have to be mine. There will be the right time for everything

Something that i love from january, is it's second day. January 2nd , is the day when life will always teach me how to love and to be loved. how to understand and give a part of my life to be filled by someone's dreams.


Life never stop to teach me. now it is teaching me how to deal with any conditions. sometime i will get bored, sometime i will get tired, sometime i will be ignored, sometime i will get excited.. but for sure i will learn something..(hopefully).

it is just the january, i will have the next 11 months on 2011. i still have time to fix my failures and get A from this 2011 life's lesson.

Dear January please taking notes of my resolutions for this year, and God please guide me to make it work.
i want to be a happier person..
i will stop arguing with God about anything that is not match well with my wish..
i will love God, myself, my parents, my family, my man, and my friends more..
i want to make my parents and family be proud of me every year..
i want to make my own money money and save more..
i want to get school and scholarship for my mater degree this year..
and i want this year being a wonderful year for me and everyone..